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Monday, November 29, 2004 im gg 2 move to my new blog as soon as i complete my template. i hope its nice. theres a picture of elaine zayak doing a layback spin. shall go work on it now. bye.
Sunday, November 28, 2004 went 4 gym ytd. gt cheesed off w lao shi again.
then flopped down to sleep n dint wake up 2 go 4 ballet. n now im seriously cheesed w sum1. there is a difference if you havent realise, between excuse and reason. an excuse is a statement meant to salvage the situation and not get you out of it completely. a reason on the other hand, justifies your circumstance. if you look at it frm my point of view, then mbe you'll understand. and juz bcuz i dun wanna get pple into trouble by saying they were late n instead sae im early, doesnt make it my fault, thank you very much. now buzz off n leave me alone until i hv 2 see your face again nxt week. i miss sundae skating. i still put iceskating b4 ballet on my list of priorities. i dunt care if i dun take exam nvt yr. im nt gg 2 b silly and rush back frm iceskating at 10 to attend ballet at 11. its ridiculous and i hardly have time to pracitice. iceskating happens to b on the top of my list after studies. and how come i nv get to sleep? after intersch skating there was gym comp. after gym comp there was dance night. after dance night there were eoys. after eoys there was a class reunion. after the class reunion there was skate singapore. after skate singapore theres chingay. after chingay its my ballet exam. after ballet exam theres the gym concert. after the gym concert theres mid yr exams. and after the mid yr exams theres inter sch. n blah blah blah, the whole thing repeats. plus piano exam. sum pple never get a break.
Friday, November 26, 2004 me n elaine screwed up jump n spin ytd.
cerlyn n casatrina gt 1st. we gt 5th out of 6th my solo compulsory spin was ok. bt my opponents were too good. so i still gt 3rd out of 3rd. euuuuuuugh. fs2 spin gt screwed. again. bt lucky lucky gt 2nd out of 6th. n then tt pyr person gt 1st. u kidding or what? n u vermin gv casatrina 6th. CRAP LARH SHE SHLD HV GOTTEN FIRST OR SECOND OKAYY? i HOPE u mixed her up w the pyr person. if nt ....... the creed saed make at least 3 new frens frm other rinks. bt i tink i made more frens frm our rink, ironically. bt the pyr person in my solo comp was nice. n others were kinda friendly, all smiling n saying nice things. yup. and yay! casatrina's cmg to my sch nxt yr! whoopeeeee. SKATING STILL ROCKS! i shall work on my spins concientiously. n nt snack on carrot cake every 5 mins during practice. anyway gym tmr. yeeaaaaa
Tuesday, November 23, 2004 help.
i kicked my palm with my blade. damn. hhhheeeeelllllllppppppp
Monday, November 22, 2004 damn. last practice tmr.
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG GGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHH
Sunday, November 21, 2004 event 195 : jump and spin - med : 5.49pm : thursday nov 25, 2004
event 50 : freestyle 2 : 11.21am : firday noc 26, 2004 event 102: solo compulsory fs2 panel b: 5.21pm : firday nov 26, 2004 i hope u're happy now arghhhhhhhhh jump n spin!!!!!!!!!!! elaine if u screw up tt half flip ill kill u. n u can kill me if i screw up the 1 ft spin. n fs 2, my spin is still so screweddddddd. sos sos sos. n what if i kick myself again? or even worst fall down AND kick myself? n solo comps r so lame. spend 1/2 hr driving juz to do 2 hops and 1 spin. AND I STILL CANT DO MY ONE FOOT SPIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, November 20, 2004 i screwed up ytd. super screwed.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004 damn.
gone. all gone. ALL gone. all my efforts down the drain. stupid hard disk. CRASHED. shattered into a million pieces, along w my dreams. nt 2 mention my heart. i still cant believe it. how'm i gg 2 revive all my files? i dun care so much 4 the others, bt how abt my poems? how abt my compos? im so dead. computers. a curse in disguise.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004 no gym 2dae. was hving a nice sleep in when elaine called. den i remembered. dance's on tuesdaes too. oh damn. im so sry, bt i really 4got. i was on spiritual high last night, n went to sleep late. oh no! im gg 2 b murdered. bt anyway i learnt the chingay in 1/2 an hr so shldnt b too bad larh. damn. i tink my attendance is DAMN lousy lorh. i hv no idea what ms kum is gg to sae to me. or lao shi. or ying yan. damn. skatingggggggg. yippeeeeeeeee
Monday, November 15, 2004 i realised tt ive lost my sense of humour. even though all the sense of humour i ever had was LAME, it was smth 2 work w anyway. no wonder im such a boring person. im the sort of person who'll bore you out w a description of how my skating instructor banned me frm making an attempt to do a salchow for fear of manslaughter. oooh tts v funny. im laughing.
anyway, no gym tmr. skating yeaaaa. im gg nuts already. byeeeeeeeeeee. gnite
damn. i wuz supposed 2 hv skating 2dae. oni the stupid administration made a mistake. sigh
bored. i miss the ice. i spent the whole dae reading epics and sceince books, even though they r exact opposites. its nt like im gg to go nuts or anyth. gym tmr. skating, skating!
Sunday, November 14, 2004 stupid spin.
i hv nth else 2 sae except tt i fell down n kicked myself w my blade again.
Saturday, November 13, 2004 im suddenly in a lousy mood. i tink i noe y
im suddenly dying 4 the ice.
i will go crazy if i dunt get on the ice within the nxt 24hrs. lucky theres lesson tmr. newae, i realised tt i din blog abt the class party. i was there 4 lyk hmmm 2hrs n i spent most of the tym getting food orders. n btw its so nt my fault tt the food gt screwed. i dun even feel like saeing y. what i noe is tt i din even eat my proper dinner there thank you. i din even hv enuff tym to hv fun like what? running up n down a stupid hill theiving the soccer ball shaking a fist at sum stooooopid git whu stuffed newspaper into my poor ball bag. if i find a single scratch on my ball kenneth chews 4 dinner. n can u believe sum1 called my ribbon a WAVY WAVY CLOTH THING? omg hj im sooooooooo insulted. it also happens to hv orange juice stains on it. how wunderful. purple w orange splotches. n the oni bit i enjoyed was the part where we were trying to do gym stunts. jl n wl almost murdered me wif tt stupid over-bridge thing. nt cuz my back was breaking bt cuz jl was pulling too much more than wl n wl was jerking me. i almost rolled over btw. n michelle wanted to do a tripod stand. n i dunno wad happened aft tt. newae, the part of the dae i REALLY enjoyed was ice time. its so nice to hv the ice all to urself n to noe tt u survived your routine w/o plonking flat down onto ur face during the arabesque, or exploding into a smithereens after falling frm a 1 foot spin. im crapping. again. anyway skating tmr, yea! i wish i cld skate 4 eva n 4get abt everything else. like the screwed-up-ness of my chingay thingy.
Friday, November 12, 2004 gah. im so damn bz. havent blogged in the past few daes. nid to go 4 dance in like erm... an hr or so. which is juz enuff time 4 me to blog, read a book, pack my stuff for skating later n drink up my milo. bcuz i keep falling asleep halfway. anyway, i had a hair cut. it was ok lar. n then chocolate gave birth. n erm jade was kind of erm unhappy n bit chocolate. dun worry, i havent lost my marbles, im juz talking abt my bunnies. n they r so damn cute cute cute cute cute. i tink im schizo. sumtyms i do things w/o tinking. totally. im mad, sum1 shld lock me up in woodbridge. jl im seriously verrrrrrry sorry. i dunt noe y i lied to u either. im really crazy. oh well, im out of time gtg. bye.
Monday, November 08, 2004 rubbish. garbage. crap. junk. gibberish.
pple wonder y i get angry over little things like this. but i can. and i am. so what if its onli a small thing? ok 2 small things. little things make big things and you never noe when it may come in handy. its childish. juvenile. puerile. im nt mentioning what bugging me bt seriously, why ASK when you dun wana be TOLD????????? all you want to see is written, so why ASK? n every1 makes mistakes bt y do i ALWAYS hv to b the brunt of it? how'm i gona tell you abt the mess you made, fly to the states? so now i hv to suffer in silence w this stupid mistake. its a small thing bt ill tell u, things like tt are VERY important to me. newae, i gt back my report 2dae. my gpa was better than i expected, though my perception cld hv been swayed towards the incorrect 1 we swa last time. it was better than semester 1. much better. anyway, my geog semester 2 got pulled down by the stupid performance task. sigh. luckily my paper was ok. oh n they gv me back my precious english compo 2dae. n my nt-so-precious hist paper. i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry.
Saturday, November 06, 2004 jl still doesnt noe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 oi jl hurry up n read this larh. if i were u id b damn freaked out ok? den u juz tink its weird nt fun liao. n xxx is damn stoooooooopid. like it wasnt damn obvious. sigh. n yyy was lyk damn stooooooopid also. still hasnt found out tt we tricked him. he dnt even SUSPECT anyth. sigh. sumtyms even "geniuses" arent TT smart.
anyway, im missing 601 a lot now. gg to see them nxt week again! yayy! happy! excited! exhilirated! esp jess mandy n ling!!!! ok n every1 else larh. so anyway, ballet later. i have seriously NO idea how i can go 4 sunday ballet classes at 10.30 (i tink) if my iceskating lesson is at 10 and 11. im gg to c my rabbits now. byeeeeeeeee.
Friday, November 05, 2004 sumtyms i dun lyk the rain so much. was supposed to go rollerblading w mich hj isz n vin. n then it rained like xiao (cuz it cant rain cats n dogs tts too cliche) vin got stuck at home. so the rest of them came to my hse. n after waiting 4 like dunno how damn long finally turned up. n then we made a few prank calls to a few anonymous pple. den they bullied pple using msn messenger(i realise its MY account). so newae jl called my hp then hj picked up. den later jl was like why r u at ljs hse. then she asked me whether hj was at my hse. thn we bluffed her n she got freaked out. she kept saying oh man this is weird this is weird man. hahah. jl if ure reading this ure gona b damn angry. hahahahah. im surprised u dnt hear them over the phone tho. izzy lost the comp game they were playing n they all screamed. anyway, juz after they left, class party stuff got out of hand. dun feel like saeing. basically more conference calls n i had to call pple 1 by 1 again. argh. newae i cldnt go to the 106 class party cuz of tt. its so damn unfair ok? sniffles. betta hurry up n go call those pple whu dnt answer juz now. sigh.
yawn. i dnt realise how tired i was until i lay down to sleep last night.
woke up damn early. 6 i tink, went 4 nb carnival. got our wunnerfully wunnerful class tshirt. so many pple saed it was nice! wanqi rox! n then we hurriedly choreagraphed our cheer movements. blah blah blah n then i wanted to go dedicate a song to all exrosythians den they dun let me. sniffles. n we won the banner design n best dress competition. basically, we wrapped cynthia in our class banner, stuck one of my pompoms onto her head w a cap. she looked as if she escaped frm an asylum. newae, while they were announcing the results i started panicking cuz i 4got tt i left my gym stuff in my bag. stupid. den went for lunch at plaza sing with kaiyan cheryl vinna joy n rowena. n it was supposed 2 b 4 gym pple. sigh. i totally loved the peanut soup. n while i was waiting 4 every1 2 come back like a dozen pple smsed me abt the class party. so after lunch everyone else went to take neoprints. they had a gd time slotting coins into the machine. joy got 4 in kaiyan got 3 in rowena oni got 1. vinna n cheryl got 0 in. newae i went to call jialin cuz like pple juz cldnt stop bugging me. n the whole thing boiled down to this stupid conference call where i had to scream out my lungs to get their attention. n every1 was staring to me on the bus n i dnt even realise tt vinna joy cheryl n rowena had gone off to watch their movie. i was juz dogging kai yans steps. n then when i finally put dwon i still got another ton of smses. if there r any leftover classfunds i nid my phonebill reinbursed thank you. n then we got to ccab, bounced arnd on the tramp. ran arnd like nuts. it was like 3.30 when elaine(whu went to rgs btw) turned up. there was no one else bt those 2 pro pple. then train lorh. i refused to take off my class tshirt cuz i liked it too much n i felt cold. sounds stupid bt im the sort of person why sneezes when its hot so it saes smth... n then finally sum sec 2s n 3s turned up. then stupid loa shi kept us in until like 7. i was almost dying liao n i was still getting more msgs!!!!! n then i ate dinner. den i tried to take a nap bt i cldnt sleep so i tried to watch sg idol. n then sherwyn saed tt i nided to get the whole class to confirm attendance. i was like CALL 42 PPLE IN 1 1/2 hrs?????? U NUTS ARH? den sabotage lorh. call like nuts. n while i was calling the last person jl called me on my hp even tho i tld nt to becuz of tt blasted conference call thingy n tld me tt i nided to make sure every1 had done the classtshirt survey. i was like go and die larh. den i had to go n call every1 again. thz a whole lot jl. n then i had to answer all sort of questions on msn until i cldnt stand it. it was like 11 o clock so i went to sleep. i realised tt i was damn tired (erm...) bt i cldnt sleep becuz erm i was too tired? dunno larh. i fell asleep sumtym after 2. what a waste of tym. gg rollerblading later! so excited.
Wednesday, November 03, 2004 Devils sprang from trapdoors,
Angels swooped from above. Hells mouth opened and belched out smoke, But still soared heavens dove. Darkness blew out candles Light infused the gloom. Cackling engulfed heavens song Angels shrugged off their doom. Angels slashed at devils tails While devils sang their hymns. Clouds billowed in raging columns The ground flooded glory. Bitter and sweet tasted alike Fire and ice raged as one Good and evil melted and merged As did the realm under the sun. Pray tell me which is which For they seem the very same to me; An angel with a forked tail A devil with a halo. p a t h e t i c . i really think im pathetic. i cant even write a cheer tt doesnt sound like a poem. n its supposed to b easier to write cheers. or so i always thought. sigh. i spent like 1 hr cracking my brain looking for inspiration n what do i get? a cheer which doesnt even SOUND like a cheer. i havent even written any poetry or cheers or wtv for along time. since the 1 i wrote abt leaving rosyth. n heres what u get. sniffles. nvm... mbe i can add tt to my cap folder. i dun tink the tchr will b impressed tho. mr connoly dnt like my schizo light vs dark speech. sigh.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004 i tink im still frozen. yeouch.
snow city was fun! except for tt boring talk. ok it wasnt boring, juz nt interesting. erm i tink its the same thing. the guy was talking half way then i had this call on my handphone. so i snuck beneath the chairs to answer. then he came walking down the row to show off the nitrogen thingy. close shave. then afterwards he finished his talk n we got bored so suyin went to sing. lol. i was surpirsed the glass he was using dnt crack. ok fine. then juz to cheese alicia off we sang a blue song for her. lol. she was hopping mad. we were trying not to scream bt eli screamed like there was no tmr. i dnt scream at all. i tink she was the oni 1 siao enuff to scream. at first i insisted tt i dnt want to wear those jackets they provided. bt after i slid down twice i was so covered in ice that i decided i had to wear one even tho they were hyper unhygienic. anyway, we slid down in all kids of formations. den during the competition we won round1, the grp of 3 thingy. but we lost round 2, the whole class formation. i was thinking of forming an arrowhead, but the guy saed tt it wasnt the bez method. so too bad, dnt get to try tt out. nvm... then after tt we had a tie so class cahir race. ying yan won the 1/7 class chair so ta da! we are the winners! 1/7 was a sport, they cheered for us, so we cheered 4 them too! then we took class photos. heheh. unforgettable experience! so in the end i dnt go 4 gym.
Monday, November 01, 2004 lotsa pple staring at me 2dae on the bus on the way to sch, like i was sum obscure kind of mutant or sumth. anyway, the herb talk was boring. im so sry to the guy whu was giving the talk but me n su yin were playing hangman. bt we were listening, its called multi tasking. then the shark talk. it put me off dinner. i dun feel like talking abt it, exceot tt i hope ill b able to 4get all tt i saw n eat sharkfin soup in peace. sceince quiz. crap lor. we got 2nd.i tink im happy larh. they gave us this book to share duno how. were taking turns to read it. den went for skating lesson. get seriously wet while walking to the bus stop. stupid bus came along n splased water all over me. i tink ive gota flu. ate at taka with sis then popped down to skating rink. fell down n kicked my own arm. stupid. gah i better go n sleep now. lousy flu.
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