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Banana
[Vinna] *
Dianne [Jialin] *
Jess [Jessica]*
Hannah *
Hui Hui [hui juan] *
Isz *
Kenneth *
Kai Le *
Ling [Wei Ling] *
Plushie [Rachel] *
Sherwyn *
Teddy bear [Wei Li] *
Banana [Vinna] *
Dada [Amanda]
Hackles [ying qi]
Sunday, October 31, 2004
guess whu i saw at the skating rink 2dae? haha, i saw my ex cca mate. happyyyy.
the other samanthe dnt cum 2dae. elaine came bloody late lah. like 1 sec b4 her lesson. n she dnt tie her hair. she looked damn scary. shudders. today a new record of pple falling flat on their face was set. germy was doing shoot the duck then she went splat onto her face. then elaine bounced happily onto the ice trying to do a TWO FOOT spin n splat. n the stupidest thing is tt i dun get how u can fall splat on ur face when ure doing shoot the duck oor TWO FOOT spin. sigh
tmr gotta lug my skates 2 sch. sigh. i look 4wd to looking stupid. stupider anyth.
the other samanthe dnt cum 2dae. elaine came bloody late lah. like 1 sec b4 her lesson. n she dnt tie her hair. she looked damn scary. shudders. today a new record of pple falling flat on their face was set. germy was doing shoot the duck then she went splat onto her face. then elaine bounced happily onto the ice trying to do a TWO FOOT spin n splat. n the stupidest thing is tt i dun get how u can fall splat on ur face when ure doing shoot the duck oor TWO FOOT spin. sigh
tmr gotta lug my skates 2 sch. sigh. i look 4wd to looking stupid. stupider anyth.
Saturday, October 30, 2004
no gym this morning. had a nice sleep in. still in a weirdo mood. drama night was ok larh, tho i tink 109 shld hv won 1st. the sec 2s werent v good to b honest, i cldnt hear what they were saeing most of the time. wasnt v impressed. i tink the 206ers shld hv won at least 3rd. the singapore idol class wasnt gd, i tink. n they werent coordinated. aiya wtv larh.
newae, got ballet later. still dno whether im happy or to be sad. sigh.
newae, got ballet later. still dno whether im happy or to be sad. sigh.
Friday, October 29, 2004
i dno whether 2 b happy or sad.
bad news to good
hist sucked big time
chinese compo sucked
chinese paper 2 sucked
maths was qt bad
english compre was bad
lit ok larh
geog rocked!
idnt expect my hist to suck so much, n my compo. i was totally gg to march to the front n pound whuever the marker was to pieces ok? i was prepared to leap at him/her n ri[ their throats apart. juz kidding. im juz trying to express how angry i am bt im nt doing in very well. obviously. bt i still did well 4 the english compo. n the tchr saed tt alot of compos had lotsa bloody scenes. lol. it means tt sec 1s r bloodthirsty... ewwww bloodlust. oh wait tt word made me rmb this compre we did in p6 pastyr booklet or smth abt this bird called .... oooh yes egghead. ah hah! ok getting back to the pt. i passed my maths. i still got like 3.6 4 gpa. i kinda pity those pple whu slaved away till they got smth like 49 n i still get the next possible gpa frm them. what kind of wurl is this? english compre... its the summary. i thot i gave 12 pts n i got 6. SIX!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH. hmm we dnt get lit back 2dae bt i mentioning it all the same. it was qt all right actually. compo... i dnt expect it. i thot mine was overdrama. like what? suicide for a girl of seven or smth? i felt a wrench as i returned my paper. sigh. i thot they were gg to let us keep it for that fleeting moment. my science was v gd. im nt trying to showoff or anyth. kind of happy. i mean science is my fave subjt n all. yay! still 90 smth? happy! n goeg. tt one was really unexpected. i FAILED geog last semester n now ure telling me tt its my best subj? my BEST SUBJT?????? w exception of sceince mbe... GEOGRAPHY! which i failed last sememster. GEOGRAPHY which ive failed every test for since term 2. GEOGRAPHY! which ive loathed detested n wanted to wash down the basin. GEOGRAPHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! when they handed down the papers i was moping abt my hist which i thot id do ok for, n copying my marks down frm the handout. n then when i finished copying i was tinking, ull hv to face it anyway. so i uncovered the paper frm under the booklet n i was like omg! i tink i saed tt like 50 times for 3 minutes or snth then samantha was lyk, poke, what? i really cldnt believe it. i mean my geogs so lousy how cum i suddenly get 29.5/35???? i quickly counted my marks n luckily they tallied. i wunder what i'd hv done if its wrong. like i got 19.5 or smth. i tink id juz hv a mental breakdown n die or smth. yay. now im a happy human being whus sad too. ok i hv mixed feelings on my eoys. i shall shut up now becuz theres no way to shelve this issue.
im changing the font size becuz i tink too big fonts r ugly. so anyway, designing my new template along w the 601 template... i juz cant get the frmes fire. gah. drama nite later. go izzy! go elaine!
bad news to good
hist sucked big time
chinese compo sucked
chinese paper 2 sucked
maths was qt bad
english compre was bad
lit ok larh
english compo was gd
science was very gd
geog rocked!
idnt expect my hist to suck so much, n my compo. i was totally gg to march to the front n pound whuever the marker was to pieces ok? i was prepared to leap at him/her n ri[ their throats apart. juz kidding. im juz trying to express how angry i am bt im nt doing in very well. obviously. bt i still did well 4 the english compo. n the tchr saed tt alot of compos had lotsa bloody scenes. lol. it means tt sec 1s r bloodthirsty... ewwww bloodlust. oh wait tt word made me rmb this compre we did in p6 pastyr booklet or smth abt this bird called .... oooh yes egghead. ah hah! ok getting back to the pt. i passed my maths. i still got like 3.6 4 gpa. i kinda pity those pple whu slaved away till they got smth like 49 n i still get the next possible gpa frm them. what kind of wurl is this? english compre... its the summary. i thot i gave 12 pts n i got 6. SIX!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH. hmm we dnt get lit back 2dae bt i mentioning it all the same. it was qt all right actually. compo... i dnt expect it. i thot mine was overdrama. like what? suicide for a girl of seven or smth? i felt a wrench as i returned my paper. sigh. i thot they were gg to let us keep it for that fleeting moment. my science was v gd. im nt trying to showoff or anyth. kind of happy. i mean science is my fave subjt n all. yay! still 90 smth? happy! n goeg. tt one was really unexpected. i FAILED geog last semester n now ure telling me tt its my best subj? my BEST SUBJT?????? w exception of sceince mbe... GEOGRAPHY! which i failed last sememster. GEOGRAPHY which ive failed every test for since term 2. GEOGRAPHY! which ive loathed detested n wanted to wash down the basin. GEOGRAPHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! when they handed down the papers i was moping abt my hist which i thot id do ok for, n copying my marks down frm the handout. n then when i finished copying i was tinking, ull hv to face it anyway. so i uncovered the paper frm under the booklet n i was like omg! i tink i saed tt like 50 times for 3 minutes or snth then samantha was lyk, poke, what? i really cldnt believe it. i mean my geogs so lousy how cum i suddenly get 29.5/35???? i quickly counted my marks n luckily they tallied. i wunder what i'd hv done if its wrong. like i got 19.5 or smth. i tink id juz hv a mental breakdown n die or smth. yay. now im a happy human being whus sad too. ok i hv mixed feelings on my eoys. i shall shut up now becuz theres no way to shelve this issue.
im changing the font size becuz i tink too big fonts r ugly. so anyway, designing my new template along w the 601 template... i juz cant get the frmes fire. gah. drama nite later. go izzy! go elaine!
Thursday, October 28, 2004
stupid laptop.
crazy thingy. i DARE you, cut me off again. go on. im nt afarid of you.
gym juz now. tired like xiao after tt. i cant believe it. the xjiti music is Alexander the Great.
ALEXANDER THE GREAT!!!!!!
which ive been listening to for years. ok since p5, anyth. bt like so coincidental. plus its the version played by bond.
wana noe the djiti music?
Gypsy Rhapsody.
ok. how cum lao shi suddenly gets cracked on bond? i thot her ability to choose music was exactly ZERO. n here she gives us this. i mean after the thz yr djiti n nxt yrs rope, were like so apprehensive abt what she was gg to give us.
ooooh yea. happy, duno y. like its gonna make a diff.
ok then we did toning, i almost died. n i dnt even cheat once! haha. i tink its the first time. so then we went to practice rope. me shi hui n arina tt is. cuz arina was fasting n very thirsty she was like miming all the way... so funny. then we were abt to go home lao shi was talking on the phone so arina was like waving. then me n shi hui wanted to grab her and hide her in our pockets or smth then lao shi waved back. omg i cant believe this. she actually WAVED BACK at us! freaked. then i went home and ate a lot. ok...
then went to eat sushi. how come im ingesting all sorts of things when im supposed to b on diet? today i ate
sushi
hotdogs
chips
smarties
kit kat
cheese
dinner
nougats
blah blah blah
i seriously nid to staple my stomach.
hah stupid comp dare nt cut me off
crazy thingy. i DARE you, cut me off again. go on. im nt afarid of you.
gym juz now. tired like xiao after tt. i cant believe it. the xjiti music is Alexander the Great.
ALEXANDER THE GREAT!!!!!!
which ive been listening to for years. ok since p5, anyth. bt like so coincidental. plus its the version played by bond.
wana noe the djiti music?
Gypsy Rhapsody.
ok. how cum lao shi suddenly gets cracked on bond? i thot her ability to choose music was exactly ZERO. n here she gives us this. i mean after the thz yr djiti n nxt yrs rope, were like so apprehensive abt what she was gg to give us.
ooooh yea. happy, duno y. like its gonna make a diff.
ok then we did toning, i almost died. n i dnt even cheat once! haha. i tink its the first time. so then we went to practice rope. me shi hui n arina tt is. cuz arina was fasting n very thirsty she was like miming all the way... so funny. then we were abt to go home lao shi was talking on the phone so arina was like waving. then me n shi hui wanted to grab her and hide her in our pockets or smth then lao shi waved back. omg i cant believe this. she actually WAVED BACK at us! freaked. then i went home and ate a lot. ok...
then went to eat sushi. how come im ingesting all sorts of things when im supposed to b on diet? today i ate
sushi
hotdogs
chips
smarties
kit kat
cheese
dinner
nougats
blah blah blah
i seriously nid to staple my stomach.
hah stupid comp dare nt cut me off
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
SIX OH WAN PPLE WHU HAVENT DONE THE SURVEY PLZ GO DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
plz lorh, 15 girls didnt respond. how to get anyth done w/o ur cooperation?
went 4 e gym meeting. sat there doing nth 4 1/2 an hr. mrs wee's nt gg to be our tchr i/c nxt yr. so sad :( concert on april fools day n the day after tt. lol. tmr got gym again. i still hurt everywhere. yeouch. i hv no idea how im gona do tt stupid hold the rope thing. its so tiring. it makes me feel like a tv set.
plz lorh, 15 girls didnt respond. how to get anyth done w/o ur cooperation?
went 4 e gym meeting. sat there doing nth 4 1/2 an hr. mrs wee's nt gg to be our tchr i/c nxt yr. so sad :( concert on april fools day n the day after tt. lol. tmr got gym again. i still hurt everywhere. yeouch. i hv no idea how im gona do tt stupid hold the rope thing. its so tiring. it makes me feel like a tv set.
woke up at 1130 2dae. haha.
ytd cuz sch ended at 12 n gym started at 3, went out w elaine kai yan n shi hui 2 far east. they wanted to buy lunch frm this store which i thot looked unhygienic... but they insisted. so anyway, they tookaway so tt i cld go buy smth frm downstairs. the elaine complained her barley was bland and not cold. n her noodles had chilli in them, and they were too dry. then she spilt her barley. then she went w me to bk to get cheese sticks. then we met vinna n cheryl. n we heard kai yan give a whoop from downstairs. haha. then later joy turned up w 2 artgymmers. after everyone finished eating (vinna actually, cuz she was eating the surplus) we went to take neoprints. i tink we looked stupid in all of them. i shall put them up sum other time. then we went shopping. n then i met my p4 classmate, michelle. i was like shocked. then kaiyan wanted to try on a wig... lol. then shi hui bought this ring. qt cute hahah. then elaine got stuck on earrings... so i shooed them all out to take a cab to ccab, b4 we got late.
later got gym meeting. i dun wanna go leh. my thighs ache my ligamens ache, my stomach aches my back aches my arms ache my shoulder blades ache even my neck aches. u cant ache more than tt.
ytd cuz sch ended at 12 n gym started at 3, went out w elaine kai yan n shi hui 2 far east. they wanted to buy lunch frm this store which i thot looked unhygienic... but they insisted. so anyway, they tookaway so tt i cld go buy smth frm downstairs. the elaine complained her barley was bland and not cold. n her noodles had chilli in them, and they were too dry. then she spilt her barley. then she went w me to bk to get cheese sticks. then we met vinna n cheryl. n we heard kai yan give a whoop from downstairs. haha. then later joy turned up w 2 artgymmers. after everyone finished eating (vinna actually, cuz she was eating the surplus) we went to take neoprints. i tink we looked stupid in all of them. i shall put them up sum other time. then we went shopping. n then i met my p4 classmate, michelle. i was like shocked. then kaiyan wanted to try on a wig... lol. then shi hui bought this ring. qt cute hahah. then elaine got stuck on earrings... so i shooed them all out to take a cab to ccab, b4 we got late.
later got gym meeting. i dun wanna go leh. my thighs ache my ligamens ache, my stomach aches my back aches my arms ache my shoulder blades ache even my neck aches. u cant ache more than tt.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
thats it. all over.
we dnt get into the drama nite finals. sigh. at least we had fun preparing. i onli ruined my voice. nvm...
i surrendered. doing group nxt yr. sigh. 1 mth crash training gone to waste. thx lao shi. 4 tt uve onli earnt my eternal hatred. i mean yeah u allowed me 2 object, bt u werent gg to listen were u? freako. nvm. grps fun. the new girls whu r cmg thru DSA look qt ok... bt i cant believe they agreed to get an ornage training top. ORANGE i ask u. well look like what carrots? thx shi hui, it was my life's ambition to look like a carrot, cuz there happen to b lotsa rabbits in my backyard to munch on me. -rolls eyes-
so anyway... no pt crying over spilt milk. nvm, the worst is over
we dnt get into the drama nite finals. sigh. at least we had fun preparing. i onli ruined my voice. nvm...
i surrendered. doing group nxt yr. sigh. 1 mth crash training gone to waste. thx lao shi. 4 tt uve onli earnt my eternal hatred. i mean yeah u allowed me 2 object, bt u werent gg to listen were u? freako. nvm. grps fun. the new girls whu r cmg thru DSA look qt ok... bt i cant believe they agreed to get an ornage training top. ORANGE i ask u. well look like what carrots? thx shi hui, it was my life's ambition to look like a carrot, cuz there happen to b lotsa rabbits in my backyard to munch on me. -rolls eyes-
so anyway... no pt crying over spilt milk. nvm, the worst is over
Monday, October 25, 2004
mondayy. sleepy human being. zzzzzzz. unforutnately the concert is in utter havoc. sigh. im totally down w flu. im suprised if i dun sneeze into the judges' faces tmr. or yawn.
i wish i cld go take a nap. bt im stuck here doing sum stupid class reunion details n entertaining jl n her darling. lol.
trying to make a new template. im so computer illeterate. sigh.
i wish i cld go take a nap. bt im stuck here doing sum stupid class reunion details n entertaining jl n her darling. lol.
trying to make a new template. im so computer illeterate. sigh.
Sunday, October 24, 2004
yayy.
2dae so rocked. spent more than 1/2 the time playing w elaine n samantha. haha. my spin is so dead, but i dun care. i mean, exams r juz over, im supposed to b relaxing. cuz by the time my competition is over, its a new year. nt really larh bt nt much time left. anyway, we practised jump and spin for like twice. we're so gonna die larh. i juz noe it. elaine FINALLY went to get her costume done. not late. yea rite. i call this later than late.
newae, drama nite stuff r in chaos. they obviously did not give us enough time to settle it. nutseh. i dun noe wat im gg 2 do w the choreagraphing. i dun even noe wad im supposed to bring. sigh
i shld stop digressing. bt i hv an obsessive compulsive nature n cant let go of thoughts until ive decided where to shelve them.
2dae so rocked. spent more than 1/2 the time playing w elaine n samantha. haha. my spin is so dead, but i dun care. i mean, exams r juz over, im supposed to b relaxing. cuz by the time my competition is over, its a new year. nt really larh bt nt much time left. anyway, we practised jump and spin for like twice. we're so gonna die larh. i juz noe it. elaine FINALLY went to get her costume done. not late. yea rite. i call this later than late.
newae, drama nite stuff r in chaos. they obviously did not give us enough time to settle it. nutseh. i dun noe wat im gg 2 do w the choreagraphing. i dun even noe wad im supposed to bring. sigh
i shld stop digressing. bt i hv an obsessive compulsive nature n cant let go of thoughts until ive decided where to shelve them.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
tired. after ballet, got v sleepy sumhow. then went to suntec for no particular reason. got towed into this stupid optical shop. the stupid guys kept shining torchlights into my eyes. im tearing. stupid guy.
601ers plz do the survey if u hvnt, if nt ill hv to call u up nxt week. take pity on my poor screwed up life. if 4 sum reason u dnt get it, can sms, email or call me wtv.
be careful what u wish 4 cuz it may cum true
601ers plz do the survey if u hvnt, if nt ill hv to call u up nxt week. take pity on my poor screwed up life. if 4 sum reason u dnt get it, can sms, email or call me wtv.
be careful what u wish 4 cuz it may cum true
my ccas r starting again. nxt week infact. n i hv 2 go 4 ballet 2dae. so killjoy. its nt tt i dun like ballet, its juz tt i nid a break frm everything. i shld juz go sumwhere overseas n 4get whu i am. bt when i get back its gona b worse. sigh.
i think im kinda excited tt gyms starting again. yeps. its v fun, cuz the pple in there rock, nt like sum pple i cld mention.
ran 1.2km last night. i realised tt i was very physically unfit. sigh...
hopping arnd now, lookin 4 smth to do. i cant start doing christmas presents cuz i nid to noe whether the d n t room will b open. sum1 tell me!!!! y dnt i ask mr kong? i saw him juz yesterdae while i was weilding my mop against elaine bei han n yi jie. argh. i am so stupid
what kind of loserr am i anyway
i think im kinda excited tt gyms starting again. yeps. its v fun, cuz the pple in there rock, nt like sum pple i cld mention.
ran 1.2km last night. i realised tt i was very physically unfit. sigh...
hopping arnd now, lookin 4 smth to do. i cant start doing christmas presents cuz i nid to noe whether the d n t room will b open. sum1 tell me!!!! y dnt i ask mr kong? i saw him juz yesterdae while i was weilding my mop against elaine bei han n yi jie. argh. i am so stupid
what kind of loserr am i anyway
Friday, October 22, 2004
GET ME OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET ME OUTTA THIS FREAKIN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
smth sum1 saed to me made me realise smth. pple onli talk to me when they nid my help. they even want to befriend me. they think, oh limjie that total loser whos gg to respond to your beck and call bcuz shes got no friends n tinks u wana be hers. im nt condoning that.
why dnt u juz stop it? its pretty obvious u r only talking 2 me becuz u nid my help. i hate it. u dunt even treat me like a friend. why should i help you? i mean, i helped you because i treated you as a friend. and here you go being, acting nice because u nid my help. what kind of world is this? what do you want? why dont you go try it yourself? take dance, gym, ballet, iceskating, piano blah blah all at one go over a few years to get that music and dance background. you'll noe how much i had to do to help you. couple that with choosing touch and ambeince so on. and im talking abt tt alone. i hate it. what do you think i am, sub-human lifeform? your minion? why r you nice to me if you dunt even want to hv me as a freind? why dunt u juz shutup and get outta my life? i dunt even want to care anymore. i dunt care if i dunt hv friends in106. do i care? i dunt even think abt it as my class. what are we, drama theatre? faking just so you can have the best of both worlds, or all of them come to that. and the worst thing is you dunt even care abt my feelings. im nt gg to help you again. not ever. i wunt 4give you. you hurt me too many times. juz get lost. i cant see you
smth sum1 saed to me made me realise smth. pple onli talk to me when they nid my help. they even want to befriend me. they think, oh limjie that total loser whos gg to respond to your beck and call bcuz shes got no friends n tinks u wana be hers. im nt condoning that.
why dnt u juz stop it? its pretty obvious u r only talking 2 me becuz u nid my help. i hate it. u dunt even treat me like a friend. why should i help you? i mean, i helped you because i treated you as a friend. and here you go being, acting nice because u nid my help. what kind of world is this? what do you want? why dont you go try it yourself? take dance, gym, ballet, iceskating, piano blah blah all at one go over a few years to get that music and dance background. you'll noe how much i had to do to help you. couple that with choosing touch and ambeince so on. and im talking abt tt alone. i hate it. what do you think i am, sub-human lifeform? your minion? why r you nice to me if you dunt even want to hv me as a freind? why dunt u juz shutup and get outta my life? i dunt even want to care anymore. i dunt care if i dunt hv friends in106. do i care? i dunt even think abt it as my class. what are we, drama theatre? faking just so you can have the best of both worlds, or all of them come to that. and the worst thing is you dunt even care abt my feelings. im nt gg to help you again. not ever. i wunt 4give you. you hurt me too many times. juz get lost. i cant see you
laddeeeedun
i tink i managed to pass my maths paper!
i dnt flunk chem!
bt my english marks sucked
nt really larh, juz nt up to stantard.
drama night play damn messy and confusing
classrm cleaner than it has been since 2nd january
had fun playing w brooms
n splashing water around
bt dnt like carrying all my stuff to the bstop
then we found out tt the freakin gate was LOCKED
so we went one big round
then when we finally got to the bustop, we found out the gate was opened
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
took the freaking bus home
started raining when i was walking away frm the bustop
gave a whoop and started splashing round
now everythings wet
bt my socks r wetter
bt im happy
vvvvvvvvv happy
i luv playing in the rain
too bad i was hungry so i had to go home
.: sniffles :.
i so hope i dun catch a cold...
i luv my hunny bunny :P happy?
i tink i managed to pass my maths paper!
i dnt flunk chem!
bt my english marks sucked
nt really larh, juz nt up to stantard.
drama night play damn messy and confusing
classrm cleaner than it has been since 2nd january
had fun playing w brooms
n splashing water around
bt dnt like carrying all my stuff to the bstop
then we found out tt the freakin gate was LOCKED
so we went one big round
then when we finally got to the bustop, we found out the gate was opened
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
took the freaking bus home
started raining when i was walking away frm the bustop
gave a whoop and started splashing round
now everythings wet
bt my socks r wetter
bt im happy
vvvvvvvvv happy
i luv playing in the rain
too bad i was hungry so i had to go home
.: sniffles :.
i so hope i dun catch a cold...
i luv my hunny bunny :P happy?
Thursday, October 21, 2004
tommorow
freaky. last paper, worst subject, getting chem back, getting english back, doing drama night prep blah blah...
then i'll b freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
gona flunk maths
i hope i passed chem
my english sux
n i hope we dun crap up our play
n then i still hv a class party to plan
so i still cant sleep in peace.
why me
why me why me why me
dun ask me why not me
cuz ill bash you
n then ive tt skating competition
n gym training resumes
dance prac
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!11 Sometimes i really wonder where my time goes.
freaky. last paper, worst subject, getting chem back, getting english back, doing drama night prep blah blah...
then i'll b freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
gona flunk maths
i hope i passed chem
my english sux
n i hope we dun crap up our play
n then i still hv a class party to plan
so i still cant sleep in peace.
why me
why me why me why me
dun ask me why not me
cuz ill bash you
n then ive tt skating competition
n gym training resumes
dance prac
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!11 Sometimes i really wonder where my time goes.
Friday, October 15, 2004
hmmm
taking a break. its friday night, and besides ive finished all my revision except for maths. n geog agriculture.
pass few days have been hectic. getting all sorts of nightmares at night. in 1 of them i got booked for (sumthin cant remember) and got super upset, made a scene, and woke up feeling weird. lol. feeling v out of sorts, made a mess out of my d nt clock. dnt hv mood tts y. my lit n pe marks were ok larh, bt my oral sucked. i cant believe it. i mean, in p5 i got like full marks? n here i am 2 yrs later flunking. sigh.
i do hope everything will pass by fast. then mbe i'll b happy again n do things properly. like repair my clock. or get started my holiday project.
i dun wan 2 plan the class party, but looks like im stuck w it. i dun even hv time. we're definitely the last sch 2 finish eoys. by that time, most pple overseas liao.
when the eoys are over, the fog will lift and i will see the rainbow
taking a break. its friday night, and besides ive finished all my revision except for maths. n geog agriculture.
pass few days have been hectic. getting all sorts of nightmares at night. in 1 of them i got booked for (sumthin cant remember) and got super upset, made a scene, and woke up feeling weird. lol. feeling v out of sorts, made a mess out of my d nt clock. dnt hv mood tts y. my lit n pe marks were ok larh, bt my oral sucked. i cant believe it. i mean, in p5 i got like full marks? n here i am 2 yrs later flunking. sigh.
i do hope everything will pass by fast. then mbe i'll b happy again n do things properly. like repair my clock. or get started my holiday project.
i dun wan 2 plan the class party, but looks like im stuck w it. i dun even hv time. we're definitely the last sch 2 finish eoys. by that time, most pple overseas liao.
when the eoys are over, the fog will lift and i will see the rainbow
Sunday, October 10, 2004
me lufs skating. yeah yeah.
v few pple turned up 2dae. messed up my programme (duh?) missed samantha and wan ting. germaine kept me entertained. i treid to use her as a scarf bt i dnt work. obviously.
comeptition coming soon. 1 mth after eoys. sniff. elaine betta start practising tt spin. i cant do it either, bt i'm doing jump. .:sticks out tongue:. whu asked u 2 bully me into doing jump?
missing 601 like xiao. hope sum1 else plans the party this year. most of last years planning com retired already. i tink i'm sick of planning stuff. lol. if theres no 601 party during december, i'm gg 2 die. i juz noe it.
.:cries:.
v few pple turned up 2dae. messed up my programme (duh?) missed samantha and wan ting. germaine kept me entertained. i treid to use her as a scarf bt i dnt work. obviously.
comeptition coming soon. 1 mth after eoys. sniff. elaine betta start practising tt spin. i cant do it either, bt i'm doing jump. .:sticks out tongue:. whu asked u 2 bully me into doing jump?
missing 601 like xiao. hope sum1 else plans the party this year. most of last years planning com retired already. i tink i'm sick of planning stuff. lol. if theres no 601 party during december, i'm gg 2 die. i juz noe it.
.:cries:.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
eoys r cmg. i wunt hv time to blog... plz entertain urself blog.
i injured both thumbs and index fingers in d n t 2dae. yeouch. i got my left thumb burnt badly. because i cldnt do anything, i burst the blister. i advise u nt to do it unless ur right hand is incapicated as well. it was gross. tt septic thingy squirted into my face. yuck.
hven finished my clock yet. shall do it after eoys. gg 2 do hist revision now. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. miss u loads.
i injured both thumbs and index fingers in d n t 2dae. yeouch. i got my left thumb burnt badly. because i cldnt do anything, i burst the blister. i advise u nt to do it unless ur right hand is incapicated as well. it was gross. tt septic thingy squirted into my face. yuck.
hven finished my clock yet. shall do it after eoys. gg 2 do hist revision now. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. miss u loads.
Monday, October 04, 2004
delirium is the first sign of madness
all day long i walked around schoolw with this silly euphoria bubbling in me. i was just so... delirious? the onli prob was tt there was nth 2 b delirious abt. gah. except in the morning, i got seriously cheesed becuz we onli had a third or less of our pe.20 mins minus taking out the mats time.
then panicked about geog, cuz i dnt noe how 2 do. panicked abt cheng yu test cuz i cldnt remember all 25. ms wong ABSENT AGAIN!!!!!!! oh no. 3 consecutive lessons. i tink i'd rather nt hv had e holidae. i shld tink of getting her sum kind of revitalising herbs 4 christmas. crap larh.
almost forgot tt i had maths until ms ha popped into the classrm. tld sis tt i cldnt go back w her and she decided to sing an opera solo. soprano. i was almost gg to get michelle's letter. its all ur fault sis. i tink she was so impressed by ur singing tt she sought refuge. wtv... i noe u'll b cheesed. nyanyanyanya. its read as nya-nya-nya... btw. tts just too bad.
class party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 fwhoppeeeee. chalet!!!!!!!!!!! mvie marathon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 iceskating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 bbq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gg nuts lar. no no nt nuts, berries. shut up lim jie.mmmfwldkf. i said shut up. schizo.
all day long i walked around schoolw with this silly euphoria bubbling in me. i was just so... delirious? the onli prob was tt there was nth 2 b delirious abt. gah. except in the morning, i got seriously cheesed becuz we onli had a third or less of our pe.20 mins minus taking out the mats time.
then panicked about geog, cuz i dnt noe how 2 do. panicked abt cheng yu test cuz i cldnt remember all 25. ms wong ABSENT AGAIN!!!!!!! oh no. 3 consecutive lessons. i tink i'd rather nt hv had e holidae. i shld tink of getting her sum kind of revitalising herbs 4 christmas. crap larh.
almost forgot tt i had maths until ms ha popped into the classrm. tld sis tt i cldnt go back w her and she decided to sing an opera solo. soprano. i was almost gg to get michelle's letter. its all ur fault sis. i tink she was so impressed by ur singing tt she sought refuge. wtv... i noe u'll b cheesed. nyanyanyanya. its read as nya-nya-nya... btw. tts just too bad.
class party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 fwhoppeeeee. chalet!!!!!!!!!!! mvie marathon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 iceskating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 bbq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gg nuts lar. no no nt nuts, berries. shut up lim jie.mmmfwldkf. i said shut up. schizo.
Sunday, October 03, 2004
something amazing. i got my skating boots on right 2dae. haha.
went skating. had a great time. was happier out there sum how. totally screwed up my music. both times. rubbish. practiced spin like xiao. bt i still cant do it. what the heck larh. played the stupid shoot the monkey, chicken, duck wtv w germaine and the other samantha. then we played the other stupid game. i'll admit how lousy i am. i dnt win the first rounds even once. bt at least i won abt half the second rounds. oh well.
went to get costume lorh. the colour a bit off larh. tts all byeeeeeeeeeee
went skating. had a great time. was happier out there sum how. totally screwed up my music. both times. rubbish. practiced spin like xiao. bt i still cant do it. what the heck larh. played the stupid shoot the monkey, chicken, duck wtv w germaine and the other samantha. then we played the other stupid game. i'll admit how lousy i am. i dnt win the first rounds even once. bt at least i won abt half the second rounds. oh well.
went to get costume lorh. the colour a bit off larh. tts all byeeeeeeeeeee
thx a lot. u juz destroyed 5 weeks of endless revision and notemaking. juz tell me how u expect to get anythin done? u juz brought my brain to absolute shut down. i dunt tink i can even lace my skating boots onto the correct feet tmr morning, or switch off this computer later. i tink i'll need a map to find the shut down button. bt judging frm my lousy navigation skills and ZERO prowess at map reading, i dun tink i'll be able to find it. i dun suppose u cld hv tld me tt stupid thingy later. i'd hv killed u 2 wait abt 3 weeks, it wld. thx a whole lot. now where's tt publish post button...
Saturday, October 02, 2004
i just want to say smth. theres no such thing as reality. "reality" is swayed by fads. and btw. fads suck.
i'm so sick of this life.
i'm just sick. waves of repugnance coursing through stomach, echoing thru the vaults of my mind, creeping in my flesh, rushing thru my veins, pounding in my ears.
i just hate myself. i hate school. i hate all those miserable pple in it. i hate chinese. i hate maths. i hate geog. i hate hist. i almost hate english. i almost hate chem. u make me sick. they make me sick. everything makes me sick. i make myself sick. i hate everything. bcuz everything hates me.
dunt try to understand, bcuz u never did try before.
i'm just sick. waves of repugnance coursing through stomach, echoing thru the vaults of my mind, creeping in my flesh, rushing thru my veins, pounding in my ears.
i just hate myself. i hate school. i hate all those miserable pple in it. i hate chinese. i hate maths. i hate geog. i hate hist. i almost hate english. i almost hate chem. u make me sick. they make me sick. everything makes me sick. i make myself sick. i hate everything. bcuz everything hates me.
dunt try to understand, bcuz u never did try before.
Friday, October 01, 2004
holidae...
its nice to have proper time for revision, i suppose. i'm just a little bored... nvm... betta than being in a frozen classroom. i hate extensive aircon usage. in rosyth we had airy classrooms with 2 gigantic doors and 2 whole rows of windows. in our classroom? dun talk abt windows.
its nice to have proper time for revision, i suppose. i'm just a little bored... nvm... betta than being in a frozen classroom. i hate extensive aircon usage. in rosyth we had airy classrooms with 2 gigantic doors and 2 whole rows of windows. in our classroom? dun talk abt windows.
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today's mood : heheh. slacking
Special thx to Sherwyn for the music. Thx!!!